~ About Me ~

Hello, I am Ron Ratzlaff (aka The Awakened Hybrid)

I am a middle aged man married since 2009. My beautiful Russian wife and I have two gorgeous baby boys. I was born February 19, 1975. Had open heart surgery in 1979 when I was 4 years old to mend a broken heart, literally. I was born with Ventricular Septal Defect and the hole in my left ventricle was widening, not closing like the medical establishment presumed. Therefore, I had to undergo a serious life threatening procedure back then to help save my life so I could live to see the age of 5.

I was raised in a very emotionally turbulent family, most definitely what most would consider a completely dysfunctional family! My step-father struggled with alcoholism and serious anger issues. He would take that out on my brother and me by way of verbal, physical, and emotional abuse. My mother simply ignored it and embraced the notion that this was all “NORMAL” behavior.

However, as I grew older, I also struggled severely with mental health issues and chemical dependency.

I finally departed my family and Fresno, California in 2005 for active duty military service at the ripe old age of 27, for military age, that is.

I met my Soviet bride in 2007 and we married in 2009. My wife was well aware of my struggles with mental health and alcoholism. But, she couldn’t save me. I had to do that on my own.

Time went on and as got closer to 50, my wife started with ultimatums about my drinking and threatened to leave me if I didn’t do something. With the prospect of losing my family due to my inadequacies, I finally sought help. I admitted myself into a clinic in Bend, Oregon where lived from 2014-2021. The Psychiatrist prescribed me 10mg of Lexapro. It was almost an immediate response I had, unlike other SSRIs I have taken in the past such as, Paxil, Prozac, and Zoloft.

I literally stopped drinking for months. When we moved to Oklahoma in May 2021 I began drinking again. I was struggling with depression and anxiety and I dealt with it the only way I knew how, and that was the bottle. 

That went on for a few months and I increased my Lexapro to 20mg/day. I then began researching Cannabis Therapy and decided to get an Oklahoma Medical Marijuana Authority (OMMA). After I received my card, I went to a dispensary and purchased Indica flower. My alcohol cravings almost immediately dissipated as well as my depression, anxiety, and it helped immensely with my herniated disc pain in my low back. I eventually transitioned over to vape cartridges due to the poison entering my lungs from burnt plant byproduct particles embedding in my organic balloon tissue. I literally stopped getting drunk, then I gradually moved to 3 White Claw’s a week and this is where I am at. I never believed that because you suffer from struggles and used a certain chemical as a coping mechanism, that you should quit completely. Once you realize that you are the one with the power and NOT the dependency, then you have WON! I enjoy alcohol beverages, I just don’t enjoy hangovers or jail!

After this, I began having incredible urges to research esoteric ancient knowledge which began in December 2021. This is where I am at now and my journey just started. So, I decided to record my Spiritual Awakening journey with others by posting to Facebook, GETTR, Instagram, and YouTube to help others that are also struggling with similar life experiences. 

I hope that what I have struggled with and my recovery and AWAKENING can help inspire others to seek NOT anything outside of themselves that religion constantly falsely claims is the path towards salvation, because it is MOST definitely NOT! I am definitely not a spiritual guru and I still fight my inner demons, but I have improved more than at any other time in my life and now I feel like I have meaning. 

By profession, I am a Web Developer and I own my own web development business in Edmond, Oklahoma. Hey, I built this site myself, so if anyone is interested in having a website, let me know, I am very affordable. If you are, please check out my business site at: https://CreatiqueMedia.com. 

I worked 18 years as a Systems Engineer till 2020. I started web development in 2012 and I finally got burned out being a wage slave to Capitalism and spending 8-12 hours per day cordoned off in a cubicle farm like some farm animal. So, I started doing web development full time, but it is extremely slow at the moment given the uncertainty with the economy and the banking industry and talk of the USD collapsing. I needed to do something else that gave me purpose and this is what I have discovered! 

Spiritual Awareness and Spiritual Healing is now my primary objective!

We are ETERNAL beings manifested in physical matter and we can NEVER die! Our physical passes away, but our TRUE form NEVER fades!

We are LIGHT, ENERGY, VIBRATION, and once we understand this concept of ancient wisdom, ONLY then can we finally have peace, understanding, unity, compassion, empathy, but MOST importantly, LOVE!

– The Awakened Hybrid

Education & Credentials

Degrees Earned

Bachelor of Science in Management Information Systems

Wayland Baptist University

Bachelor of Science in Computer Information Systems with a Minor in Human Resources Management

Florida Institute of Technology

Associate of Applied Science in Information Systems Technology

Community College of the Air Force

Degrees NOT Earned

Master of Science in Software Engineering

Brandeis University

Master of Science in Information Technology

University of Massachusetts – Lowell

I GOT BURNED OUT EARNING DEGREES JUST TO BE A WAGE SLAVE, SO I STOPPED CHASING A FALSE BULLSHIT LIE CALLED “THE AMERICAN DREAM”. ONCE YOU REALIZE THAT ALL OF THIS IS A BULLSHIT ILLUSION THAT POLITICIANS AND ACADEMIA KEEP POURING DOWN YOUR THROAT, THEN YOU ARE AHEAD OF MOST LIVING THE GOOD OL’ LIE!

“ I feel like my primary mission is to now focus on my mental health, spiritual health, physical health, and to help others reach the same conclusion about their existence and that is, we are ALL united, eternal, and powerful when we ALL come together! Please increase your consciousness and let your LOVE light shine EVERYWHERE! We are going to change the world for EVERY human being on this globe, I PROMISE you that!”
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